sext: i want to pay bills and share household duties and approach our late 20’s in a financially and emotionally stable way with you
Fuck being normal
by normal i mean being able to not get sick 24/7. lol
It seems hard to see the light in things. It is hard to exist. I’ve let these thoughts slip in front of you before and I try my best to pretend I haven’t. Some days I’m filled to the brim with dread, even though I have your love, I wonder what’s missing. Or rather, what is painfully present - me. Maybe it isn’t what’s missing, but rather what’s here that is the problem. My health is deteriorating, it’s debilitating. I don’t want to go to school. I don’t want to work. I can’t. I’m having such a hard time, some days. I just want to be normal.